Age eshgam biad webo bekhone fek mikone faramoshesh kardam ke emroz chizi naneveshtam barash...na bekhoda az sob jai bodam ke das resi be net nabod .. in doori dare jonamo migire.. hichi az gelom pain nemiree majboram ba serom zende bemonam... mamanamina fek mikonan sarma khordam vase ineke chizi nemitonam bokhoramo chesham ashk miado gelom gerefte.. Dige kasi nemidonee ke doorie eshgham dare divonam mikone..
Man nemifahmam nemifahmam chetori mitone bikhial bashe.. chikar dare mikonee kash hadeaghal migoft chera yeho gheydamo zad.. khoda kone kas digei nabashe to zendegiiish ba in nemitonam besazam.. inke eshghe man dastesh to daste kas digei basheee... ya be yeki dige bege dooset daram.. man eshtebah ziad kardam midonaaam bekhoda bargarde hamasho jobran mikonam hamashoooo daram divoneee misham chera in 2 hafte tamom nemishe ke biad begee doosam dare cheraa?? :((
Nemitonam faramoshesh konam.. nemitonam azash begzaram.. nemitonaaam ..harroz ke migzare fek mikonam farda dige bikhialesh misham.. ama nemishe harroz bishtar migzare bishtar deltangesh misham bishtar zendegim bedone on jahaname bishtar daghoon misham...
chera enghad asheghesham chera inhame gand zadam to rabetamon.. kash mishod bargardam be ghadim kash mishod az aval bebinamesh bahash ashna sham asheghesh sham... age mishod hichvaght aziatesh nemikardam delesho nemishkastam... hichvaaaaaaaaght kochikesh nemikardam..
man divonevar asheghesham man zendegimo barash midam on chetori mikhad azam begzare chera daghonim dige barash mohem nis.. chera dige behem fekr nemikonee chera nemiad bebine zendeam ya morde..
onke hata ghahr mikardim delesh nemiomad off kone bere invis mimond ta ashti konim chetori hala in hame roooze azam boriiidee o asan halamam nemiporse.. chetori geryamo mishnaveo bara khodesh nemizare... chetorii mitonee?? mage ashegham nis? mage divonam nabood.. harchi mige bavar nadaram nemidonam chera mikhad azash beboram velesh konam.. yani kas digeio dare ke dare dele mano mishkane velesh konam?? naaaaaa man bavaram nemishee eshgham miaaaad miaad bazam pisham faghat mikhad bebine cheghad doosesh daram...
Vaghti biad hichi besh nemigam, hamash idimo chek mikonam goshimo chek mikonam bebinam pm dade sms dade zang zade... khabaaariii niiist... daram divone mishaam khodaayaaaa nafasaaamo behem bargardoon daram az beyn miraaam... eshghamoo bargardoon behem indafe ghadreshoo midonaaam..
man divoneevar mikhameesh montazeresh mimonaaaam ta joon daram.. hichkaso andaze on nakhastamo nemikham .. tagahte az dast dadaanesho nadaram...
kash to asabaniatam aziatesh nemikardam harfaye del shekan nemizadam.. midonam barash sakhte harfamo hazm kone amaaa bekhoda pashimonam az inke zadameshoon... daraaaam mimiraam mortezaaaa toroo ghoran bargard pisham eshghaaam :-*
Dige taghate doritoo nadaraaam zendegiiim biaa digeee to chetori taghat miarii ?? chetoriiiiiiii :(((
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